my body just sick

Hmm .. what's a point today ??

Rasanya aku lebih memilih untuk sibuk di kantor dan kampus dari pada sakit. Why ? karena saat aku sakit semua hal yang aku dapatkan tidak sama seperti yang aku harapkan. Bisa di tebakkan maksudnya. Aku iri, mungkin atau meang iya. Aku hanya pendatang baru dan itu IYA. Terutama bukan karena orang yang berada di sekitarnya tetapi mengapa dia yang begitu lebih terhadapnya. 

I'm just keep silent and get down my head. log out in chat and don't care about you, allot. Really but went i told you that please don't ever to ask me "why?". I already said i can change allot what ever you said to me i will do it but when i made choose to change is mean you must know what would like i be. is been 2 month after that and you know that i already change allot but is okay that's my choose and don't worry about you. ^^

I just make it my problem and test of my courage  to see you in other life. Even it's hurt me i don't care because went i'm with you i feel that you are really diffrent to me and i can forgeing all about my problem. That's why i always said "whatever". so whatever  you do now i just said i don't care even is make me sick, hurt and pain. please just forget about our realationship whatever that's. just go a head and make you life. I'm just cat .. when you come home you talk to me, hug me, kiss me, play with me, love me, and never hurt me infornt of me and went you go out you can play with another kitty. I'm just cat use to be friends of life until the end.