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Can't talk anymore .. silent and silent .. hwaaaa rasanya mau memaki diri sendiri atas kebodohan yang aku perbuat sendiri. Aku tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa lagi semua sudah terjadi dan aku harus menerima konsekuensinya sendiri. Termasuk siap mendapatkan tatapan, kata-kata, serta sikapmu yang akan mulai berubah kepadaku.
Time help me for this situation. Make me strong in they eyes, just me and you GOD for now. Just 2 of us now. If you are human i want to rest in your sholder now and crying allot but you are just illusition. Now i'm really alone in this world with many sickness and maybe can make me down again. I really don't know how many my limite for my strange to defent this world but if someday .. I down again and lost my control please give your miracle to me. Maybe you can change my soul into animal or something or maybe you can make my memory lost forever. It's more better for me to be like that even like this now.
Is really more sick now and harder born like this with no one can listen you and no one can understand what you really need for life. But you are really know me and can help me, you always make it come true for everything i wish even in for 5 second i wish to you.
For now i just can make my life for life and no more. Please no more about this again, no with anyone again just him last. give me strange GOD for life just for 1 years 2 month and as your wish i will do even must to died i will.
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